What Does It Feel Like To Be Bi Polar?

Recently I was diagnosed as being bi polar type 2. I have struggled the last year controlling my feelings and moods. It is difficult to explain how it feels so I put it into a original song called "Beast Within" here are the lyrics and sorry about the poor quality. I know that I can be beautiful :) don't give up for those that are struggling you are beautiful, it's up to you to choose!

the feelings of despair
is haunting my soul
hide it with a small dose
keep at bay the beast inside
hold me now I need to feel you
bring out the beauty in me

the venom's twisting through my DNA
stirred up the beast inside
hide this beast within my soul
am I the beauty or the beast?

Gotta live out my days
fighting this beast inside
choose beauty over pain
let the love fill my heart
hold me now I need to feel you
bring out the beauty in me

the venom's twisting through my DNA
stirred up the beast inside
hide this beast within my soul
am I the beauty or the beast?

am I the beauty or the beast?